The dreams of Chris divorcing me seem to have no end. There’s always some drama involved — he’s leaving me because he’s bored. He’s cheated and is leaving me for another woman. He’s cheated and it’s made him realize he wants something different out of life. He laughs when I tell him these stories and says my subconscious is going nuts. He has no idea where these ideas are coming from.
I don’t know where they are coming from, either. It’s not really about the wedding from what I can see. Things are going pretty smoothly in terms of planning. No hiccups have come up yet. Our life together is full and happy. So what is the problem, then? Or maybe in the back of my mind, I am scared that my dreams will one day become a reality as they did with Ed self-destructing and dying. Sometimes, the future can be scary since we have no way of predicting every single thing that happens to us.