The last few nights have brought me bad dreams. I’m not sure what has brought them on, but I have been waking up feeling disturbed, sleep-deprived (even when I have actually gotten adequate sleep), and this morning, I woke up with a terrible headache. The dreams have touched on everything from being abandoned, getting pregnant (yeah, that’s bad dream for me right now. I do NOT want to be pregnant right now), to giving birth, but never seeing my baby again. Maybe it’s the change in seasons, or the fact that Chris isn’t here, or that my friend just left New York that I’ve been having all these strange subconscious thoughts. I would love to have a real dream interpreter, one who knew exactly what every single one of my dreams meant.