I am having Paris and wedding anxiety. In a few days, we will be leaving for Paris for Chris’s cousin’s wedding. I had a dream last night that I had packed everything for the wedding and our trip… except for my DSLR. That would be so upsetting since the last time I was in Paris, I had a silly point-and-shoot camera, and the quality of the photos was nowhere as good as my basic DSLR’s photos. I can’t imagine going anywhere for a trip and not bringing my DSLR. All other photos just seem so inferior since I got this camera.

Then, I saw myself at a zoo in Paris with Chris and all the people on our food tour from Sunday. Somewhere along the route, we ran into Chris’s ex-girlfriend, who is Eastern European. They chatted on their own for a while, and suddenly, they left all of us and went off on their own hand in hand. I was abandoned in Paris with a group of people I just met because my fiance decided to leave me for his ex. One person in the food tour commented that maybe after going to the Georgian restaurant on the food tour, Chris realized how much he missed the ex and decided to act on his impulses then and there.